First Blog

Well I am Nikkie. I have just had my teeth out, it was yesterday + I had to have 4 teeth removed under anesthetic. I was shitting myself as I went in.. I was terrified (I hate being put to sleep) I was scared of the risks, though I'm only 14 :L. Well It was horrible, there is so much I could write but I really can't be bothered.. I didn't think I would wake up.. + I just hate having to wear the robe + the bracelet + being weighed + thee heart rate + blood pressure + all the rest of the stuff you have to go through just to be put out. The nurse told me to put my 'robe' on + she told me to take everything off except my knickers.. I asked why I had to take my bra off + she said: Incase we need to get to your chest. I was quite freaked out by this, I hate people having control over me. Anyway.. When I did wake up there were still loads more things to be done.. I wont go through it :L
When I got home I couldn't eat anything but soup + mushed up foods.. I had 2 bowls of soup.. 6 weetabixes 1 yoghurt + 1 bowl of ice cream :L. Today the blood on my teeth + gums are clearing up + the pain isn't too bad.. I even ate pasta(Y) + a chicken + mushroom pie :L. I just have to be careful in most things I do... Such as washing my face + mouth.. EATING.. sometimes moving my mouth but thats not that bad.. There is no pain unless I movee my mouth awkwardly + I know how to cope with it all now(Y) It is not as bad as I thought it would be.
ANYWAY. I think that's enough about that lol.
Moving on.. I have a bf + it will have been one year with him later this month + I have under 2 weeks to get him something special + meaningful + I am sooo stuck.. I can't think of anything at all, tbh I am also dreading what he is going to do for it lol.. I am also looking forward to it as it will be such a great day.. :) I can't belive it has been 1 whole year.. seems like about 3 haha, but we've been through alot + I wouldnt ask for anyone elsee :) He is the best thing that has ever happened to me + without him I really am nothing hahaa. A mess(Y) He makes me the happiest girl in the world :D + he actually has been all i've ever wanted since I met him 2 years ago :L again there is SO much I could say about him + me.. but that is too much of a long story for me to go into as I have already writen quite an essay.. Well anyone got any ideas of presants PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME lol
BIG BROTHER TONIGHT, I CAN NOT WAIT!! I am an addict :)